So , what?

Alone

2011-11-27T03:51:00.001+08:00

I can't believe i cried so much.

In my life. i don't have friends that truly likes me. what have i done?

Yes i'm a bitch.

i'm always alone no matter what i do.

Re-Located!!

2010-12-15T01:15:00.002+08:00

http://cheapo-aunties.blogspot.com/

probably will come back here sometimes, but most of the time

it'll be over there! xD

i wonder?

2010-12-08T12:03:00.004+08:00

i wonder why am i so busy during the holidays. it's suppose to be fun. but i'm busy and yet bored during the holidays. i know it seems pretty retarded to be busy and bored at the same time, but that's really how i feel o.o.

going out with sher has been really awesome. she's like the best mate you'll ever havee.

my brother bought a dsi home, but currently none of the dsi games are working fine. guess i'll have to wait :/

well anyway, i'll probably list out what i have done during the holidays yeah?

drinking LOTS of chivas and ended up puking?
made an attempt to sneak in to club but fail
dancing with sher, (pretty much dont want to imagine how we look like) probably some monkey
worn heels! oh emm gee, i got to say this is super painful.

i wonder how girls tolerate wearing heels all day, it's killing me through out the whole day.

you know how shiok it is when i finally remove the heels? LOL

Anywayy, my 6A's class outing is coming rightt up. before that , i got piles of tuition homework not done yet :/

i'm actually looking forward to christmas! ^^

Ps; i got craving for subway x.x

urggghhh

2010-12-05T19:14:00.006+08:00

i'm hating chivas now, ):

drank too much yesterday, vomitted, feel really digusting plus headache x.x

sher, lets not touch chivas anymore.

expensive $_____$

HAHAHAHA.

tomorrow's the day for tuition, but i havent even touch one bit of my tuition homework xD

sinful me. oh well.

hey

2010-11-30T08:14:00.003+08:00

realised that i posted alot during the days back then.

when i read my past posts, it reminds me of things. be it happy or sad.

i really was emo-ing for a period of time.

but now i'm okay & fine! :D

i should be contented with the way my life is now.

i don't want it to get any worse.

be contented and happy xian, this should be enough ^^.

sherrrr!, i've updated my blog kay!, it's not dead xD.

lets drink chivas ;x heee.

got craving for it, HAHAHAHA.

you turban! habolabo, uncle ben! LOL.

the past

2010-11-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

what happened to this perfect family?

depress

2010-09-26T07:16:00.002+08:00

cant you just tell me straight in the face that you like her?
im so sick of every single thing.
school,
exam,
you.

you seriously lied to me man.
why is everything going down hill for me.
what did i do wrong to get all the bad comings.

i guess, ill have sher by my side (:
always listening, always understanding.
though, its never good this way to always rely on her.

i hope i can choose what i wish to remember in my brain
so that i can remove, everything that hurts for me xD

i only got you now, my dearest sher ):

2010-09-02T06:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Awesome

2010-08-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SHER!

Hey dear, i wish you a happy 17th birthday!
You're a sweet and unique best friend i had in my life (:
we share lots of common interest!
like giving the cold eyes to people we dont like,
sharing our small little tiny weeny secrets,
criticizing on every little small things we dont like,
having the same taste of fashion, (eg; super casual xD)
same opinion on guys,
& last but not least,
WE LOVE MONEY. $_$ kaching.

all the things we did, was so much that no one could ever compare (:
i love you dear ♥
May i wish all your dreams come true this year.

boohoo

2010-07-27T19:25:00.002+08:00

went 313 with jenny on sunday! had fun. but some blogshop owner pissed me off.tsk.
jenny this lazy pig didnt come to school today.
in dreamland somemore lah!
going off to study with justin and sher later! :D
sher i miss you ):

oh yeah, happy birthday my dear sinyei ♥

Contacts fun

2010-07-19T01:28:00.003+08:00

went sher's house this afternoon, played with contacts and random childish rubberband.
its was fun & hilarious to the max.
looked like a childish looking ghost.
why so ugly me ): ...

nights!

what the fuck

2010-07-07T00:22:00.003+08:00

whats wrong with you mum.
you said im a fucking fat girl, so i went running.
you said im a fucking dumb girl who goes to ite, so i accepted tuition.
do you know how fucking hard it is to alternate my days?
monday- tuition
Tuesday- Badminton
Wednesday -Badminton
Thursday- Tuition
Friday- Badminton.

all the nights?, ive been doing running, tuition homework,school work.
im already trying so hard.
why cant you see.
you just keep saying that i went playing outside every time.
in your eyes, im a fucking useless daughter like the other,
a daughter who goes to ite and useless in earning money.

you complained, that i dont help with housework like washing clothes and stuff.
what?, i ve been buying Lunch and dinner for you.
i dont even have time for myself.
its not even o levels and my life is already so fucked up.
all you care is you and your beloved son, who is so fucking smart.
bias shit.

what a family i have.

2010-07-03T15:03:00.003+08:00

so old yet the mind of a 3 years old.
open your eyes wide to see the date,suckers.

school was, not bad since this is the first week.
i got a huge elephant leg. ):
and i didnt attend school on friday. heehee.

im in a good mood! (: (not)

2010-05-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

HOLI, HOLI ,HOLI DAY.

i shall

slim down 5-6 kg ( thats impossible though )
stay over at sher's place ( SHER IM COMING ♥ )
Meet jenny and peeps on 14 june. ( cant wait for it :B)
catch up on my weak subjects ( which im so lazy to study -.-)
maybe do a little fixing on my screwed up hairstyle? :D
attend every badminton training! ( which helps to slimming down)
Shop till drop! ( been waiting and longing for it for ages! )

So far the list is still updating. heehee.
i really want to slim down ..... ):
fatty-oh-me. tsk tsk.

Oh and KAKASHI IS MINE. heehee. ♥
(gaara is hawt too :B )
sher you can have ruki teehee.

2010-05-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

and why do people take me for granted? (: assholes.
im not your " extra friend" when u needed me.

so, people who you think that you're taking me for granted & thus feeling guilty,
make a change (: i'll treat you super well unlike some ungrateful people.

sher ♥!
i love pie kia (:

2010-05-03T00:17:00.003+08:00

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heehee. support if not i kill you :B

2010-05-02T00:43:00.002+08:00

Happybirthday Jesphne!
you rock my butt! ♥ thanks for accompanying me to take bus to school in the morning.
you're super random & cute! Love you to the max :B

wooo. back from hub just now.walked home from hub all the way back home with my dearest bi.
its super funny! we followed the 88 trail, and we went past several creepy places,
screaming like some idiot while we see a caterpillar on the floor.
hee, love walking with bi man. we always seem to have so much things to talk about.
bi knows me the best ):

going to play dota with tin & bi later!

last but not least, i want to go shopping soon :B

KBOXY

2010-04-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

heee. kbox with my bibi rocks. love her to the max.
recently got the rush to go kbox. physco-ing people to go with us now :D
more people more time to sing. heheheh.

had practical F&N exam today. fail to the max.zz ;{
tomorrow will be english oral exam & POA test!
May god bless me much!

love love love love love bi to the max. (:
not forgetting, 3d lovely babes.♥

SportsDay'10

2010-04-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

Class got 2nd for class relay! clappie clappie!
): didnt go to buffet with Jenny Jesphne and SinYei.Sadded.
Yipee Yipee Yaya.
Ps; photos taken from Jenny ♥

TOOTHLESS

2010-03-30T23:06:00.003+08:00

i know its not as cute as me :B
but its DAMN super cute. Cuddles!
love you toothless! :D

2010-03-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

I WILL UPDATE SOON LAH DEY.

with my bangs pic :x , LOL. SOON SOON.

2010-03-01T21:25:00.002+08:00

im going to run in a few minutes time!, come back and post more! ciaosu! ♥
[edit]
im back people!,heehee.
firstly, i want to say i love 3D!
especially,sinyei,jesphne & jenny! ♥

Running with sher was pure fun. & we never fail to laugh at each others' joke.
laughs.
hope in everday life, i will still have these people by my side.

mhmm

2010-02-26T22:11:00.001+08:00

amazingly. my muscle aches like hell now cause of the stupid badminton coach.

oh and my common test math result rocks. but i deproved in chinese.
got 16/25 for english summary which sucks.
& today was hell.

so much.

2010-02-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

so much for posting soon.
i must say, some fuck-ed up girl have no taste for anything
and then she say don have no taste for alot of stuff.
i dont know why i hate her so much. LOL.

not really hate, but just dislike her, so whatever.
Lastly.... i hate KPOP to the core.

end of story.

2010-01-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating!, will update when i think of something!

ciaosu! ♥

short skirt?

2010-01-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

seriously like since when is my skirt short!
i mean like dumbo teachers never see people's skirt above knee one meh?
theres like hell load of girls who had them above the knees.
so you friggin teachers, dont come tell me my skirt is short. & i friggin never fold my skirt.
& i friggin hate you th-cher-who-caught-me. & im frggin irritated by having to wake up early in the morning.

okay enough ranting.
school is actually.... mhmm... ok? ( except for the skirt part )
POA is definitely my favourite sub. >.>...
and THANKS LINDY for printing my F&N stuff, i know it caused u alot of troubles..oh well ): sorry babe.
stupid justin ps-ed me yesterday.

heres goes, another week of school. somehow, monday to friday seems SO FAR, yet friday to monday seems like a blink of an eye.

london bridge is falling down

2010-01-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

why the hell am i still here blogging when there's school tomorrow!
cause im nervous . DUH.
smsing gee now. guess she cant sleep either.
so conclusion is.

nobody is calm when school is reopen-ing. especially the ones who have not completed homework yet.
heehee.

random much

2009-12-30T02:14:00.003+08:00

argh, bored much?, stupid school holidays are ending.
busy busy busy. gah. think im getting fat. i shall plan to slim down!
ive only done math homework so far.& i seriously hate my english homework.
tsk.
watching D-gray man now!
so not looking forward to school ):
sorry for not going in msn much too :x

PS; i miss sher much much!

MAR

2009-12-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

i've finished watching hitman reborn!, for now at least.
so yeah, chiong-ing MAR now.
dead oh me, a pile of heavy holiday homework.

still have to get me stuffs for school. oh great. sigh ):

2009-12-07T18:16:00.000+08:00

"i have neither both sides"

hyper overdue!

2009-12-05T01:09:00.006+08:00

since i got no pictures to put, i shall take out those which are super overdue pictures!
the one on the top is taken on...
last year? , i think so, hair still straight >:B
the one on the bottom is taken this year!, mhmm, on may? i think.
LOL. i realised my face never change at all since Primary 5! Young as ever!
so yeah :x, still digging for other pictures!
gosh! i still got my p5 pic! heehee, not going to post on blogger >:P

work.

2009-11-28T03:12:00.002+08:00

say hi to my markers, i got so bored & my blog is so not colourful.
i know i know, ill get more pictures soon! , once i go out with sher sher & people i guess.
unfortunately, today i didnt take pictures even though i went out with Amanda, Ziling, JiaJie,Fanny & yu hui.
went from hougang to plaza sing and caught a movie called raging phoenix. yeah its a pretty nice show actually.
and fanny ps-ed us at 3O'clock.

meet again soon okay people! ♥ love.
i want to go bugis to get that cute little bag that zi ling had. it comes in handy at times!
recently , i couldnt sleep the whole night. i wonder why. strange feeling :x

i dont understand why, my mummy dont allow me to work.

PS; the reason why my blog has no pictures its because sher doesnt like to take pictures/ zi lian.
ill force her to take next time to brighten up my blog >:B

Crap post!

2009-11-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR HOW I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE!

sher where are you. i need you now. now. now.
crying alone doesnt feel good! i want your listening ear nowww!

heehee.alot of times. i put on a very very very fake smile. (:
love die you sher & yu hui. after all you two are the very ones who wont leave me.ever
today's great & just looking at the bright side of life makes my heart feels warm (:

urgh

2009-11-24T08:22:00.004+08:00

im still awake after staying up for the whole night.
panda eyes are coming out.
guess im going to take a good nap later in the afternoon.
its 8.30 am now,
at night its going to be a better day.

you dont need me.
so dont bother already.

so loving today

2009-11-23T03:11:00.002+08:00

as the title says, im so loving today. went to city hall to meet my sher at 6!
i gong gong, drop at outram park. never drop at dhoby!
heehee. I GOT MY MARKERS TODAY! cheers! ♥
i simply love pumpkin cake & almond paste!
well, lets go food hunt again soon sher, love die you.
lets eat chili again :x

love die this lyrics:
你是风儿我是沙缠缠绵绵绕天涯
你是风儿我是沙缠缠绵绵绕天涯

after me and sher's edit!
你是风儿 (风儿,风儿,风儿) 我是沙 (沙,沙,沙) 缠缠绵绵 (绵绵绵绵) 绕天涯(绕天涯)
你是风儿 (风儿,风儿,风儿) 我是沙 (沙,沙,沙) 缠缠绵绵 (绵绵绵绵) 绕天涯(绕天涯)

well, this is an inside joke, perhaps only me and sher will understand! ♥

Ps; sorry for such boring blog. will have pictures soon! pinkie promise! :B

ohmytian.

2009-11-15T19:59:00.005+08:00

oh well, seriously life cant get any worse. dont give a damn about it
just look forward & talk to sher more, my best best listening ear.
i want to go MuJi at ion to get my markers! cant wait!
& my school bag, blah blah & blah. sheesh, why am i so excited about school reopening.
cause i want to know who goes to the same class as me i guess.

urgh, money is needed . badly.
anyone can recommend me any nice songs?
so bored of the songs i had in my phone.

caught you

2009-11-10T22:20:00.008+08:00

pfft, back from sister's house. hahas. stayed over at her house.
& i didnt sleep the whole night @_@, tired. whole night watching the Gong Zhu Xiao Mei.
watched till 20 episodes.& its already 8 in the morning. went home at 9 & slept the whole way till 2 plus!
then played computer awhile and went out to meet sherr ♥ heehee.
sigh, from tomorrow onwards very hard to see sher le ): , oh my. why work so far leh dear ):
pump abit and we went to eat.
Crap alot at the kopitiam & i love almond paste (: fav-ed.

sigh, phone no money. cant talk to you.nevermind.

i'

2009-11-09T12:41:00.004+08:00

urgh, woke up late today.Meeting my sisty later.
Yipee, O level is ending soon, & it totally means? SHER is going to be FREEE! (: hohoho. love this!
oh man~ , i need to bath real quick ): if not im going to be late! tooodles!

P/S. going to post more when i come back! ;3 , weewee dry pull up pants <.<
whats going on with me...

kept within

2009-11-08T22:36:00.007+08:00

its all kept within.
look at it at the bright side will solve the problem.gah, im just so plain dumb & stupid. but that just bother me alot alot alot.
eating my chips, to stop me from thinking. cheers. the chips taste horrible. salty.

peel like banana

2009-11-01T00:46:00.007+08:00

oh great, im peeling. gosh, seems like its terrible horrible & extremely gross.
well, guess i just have to wait till it all comes down.
today was, great. studied maths on the topic indices. & i realise a to the power of zero is NOT zero. its ONE! well thats kind of stupid anyway.
till at night i went to meet sher near her house and mine. talked, & i wish that o level can fly fast fast. cause i want to go out with her and have fun as soon as possible!
& mum bought those colourful fancy biscuit above, as i was bored and waiting for someone to call me so i took pictures of those.
gah, i think im having pms now. cause im being emotional & super sensetive right now. tsk. seeing those things make me feel mad. i know i shouldnt be so petty about things, so i shall open one eye close one eye. simple as ABCs.
tuesday is coming soon, arent u looking forward to it gee? , love it. & i wan watch the NC16 horror movie show u said ): ill go over to your house when there's time kay gee.

love love love sher <3

Yoohoo!

2009-10-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

i'm finally blogging, >.>
today is the last day of school! means, more sleeping and going out!
things to remember; do english holiday assignment, maths holiday assignment, chinese holiday assignment , and science holiday assignment!
& i need to buy books for me to revise! (:
mhmm, very bored recently! ): but its okay got bibi pei me x] , hohohoho.
update later when i have smth in my mind!

you dont understand

2009-10-25T01:12:00.004+08:00

yeah right, whats a mum suppose to be.
i dont know why what is the generation already u tell me. i only barely ask a $20 from you. i never ask for my allowance for a WHOLE week . i everday buy u lunch, everday after school i feel like going out with my friends i cant. because? i have to buy lunch for you. i dont want buy dinner for you cause im sick of it.
& brother? join in to scold me. say what when he was small he never ask much from mother. you know why? my mum bought gameboy colour, gameboy advance , 2 computer in total ,ps2 & psp for him.i know he is smart he go ri, rjc. so much better than my sis and i.and yeah right you say im a ah lian always go out always scold mama. please, you dont know what the world is outside.
my mum said, " you kids dont know how much i do for my mother when i was young". at that point i keep thinking to myself. if i had a choice i seriously rather end my life. my mum told me that when she talked to my grandmama, grandmama said that it wasnt my mother whose temper is bad its HER kids that are bad. why does it all need to happen to me. thanks to them i realise what is reality. my mum is the one who taught me that if theres no money coming in, dont bother talking or wasting ur time on that. my brother is the one who taught me, to learn to be a dog, follow his timing , only when he dont use the com i can use. only when he doesnt use the psp i use. if he goes to bed, i must follow him to bed and close all the lights.

& all this is also why, i dont think like a 14 , i dont act like a 14. and i dont enjoy like a 14 in anyway.
who cares about studying. my mum already confirmed that i will go ite, so what for strive to get into poly?
nobody has confidence in me anyway. im just a useless junk. whom my mother wanted to abort me when i was young.

pictures;withgee!

2009-10-19T11:54:00.002+08:00

went ion with gee!, first we went to raffles city. though there isnt anything affordable there. then went to ion to buy some stuffs. then went to fareast and then we both went to hougang mall to eat subway! seriously i dont want to blog a whole chunk, its too much to type.but yah we had real lots of fun.hee (:

SHER! pei me go buy my sis birthday prezzzie ):

happy birthday mama

2009-10-15T21:24:00.003+08:00

tsk, my exams results are back.and im super angry and disappointed with my results.my lit from a1 drop to like c6? what the hell. this is so annoying. in the end i failed both math and geog too.& just when my damn marks and so low, the examiner still wrote my handwriting is unreadable for both lit and english papers. shucks, im not letting my mama know i got so low grades ): later she will heart attack. good for u lo gee, good grades good results.

Happy birthday to my mama, i love you. though no presents for you and you wont read my blog.My mama is an old and naggy oh ba san. hohoho. but shes good at heart. bad at mouth ): tsk.

today i watched finish gakuen alice. all 26 episodes! but, i expected a better ending.so, im waiting for season two to come out during october 2010. & i dont understand why people like hitman reborn so much, can someone tell me why u guys like it so much? its pretty boring ):

go update your blog lah baka ): i wannn seeee youuuu.

im back!

2009-10-11T20:20:00.006+08:00

i'm back from this,very very very tiring trip.
pfft, yesterday at 11.30 we went to take a taxi to some queen strt and then took some car to malaysia. it cost $35! singapore dollar somemore ): the first place we went is to see my grandmama at the hospital. by the time we reach there its like 12.50? so its kind of late. my mama talked alot to grandma and i just sat there looking at my grandma. i just find her very very nice and cute. she's like the best grandma in the whole world xD
after that took a car to my grandpa's funeral.saw my grandpa's corpse.its like... very peaceful, and i nearly cried out. cause i remembered that he used to dote me alot and always bring me out to eat when he was with me. i remembered that i always called him to not smoke as its bad for health. shucks. i miss my grandpa alot.
later, my sis, bro & daddy are all tired out. i just sat there burning and burning and burning the paper till 5.30.after that i couldn't ta han and fell asleep, after that i woke up during 6.30 and then went back to sleep till 7.30. actually my mama wanted to go back to singapore during that time but then the taxi never seem to come. my relatives believes that its my grandpa dont want my mama to go back. so we stayed!
went to eat roti bomb and teh for breakfast. when we came back, we need to do praying and all sorts of things. knelt down for alot of time and my knee got bruises all over it. its very very very pain, but its all worth it.
alot of people cried when they finally burn the coffin. before going back to singapore,went to the hospital again to see grandmama before leaving. had a very very very tiring day indeed.went back home after that and SLEPT the whole way :x

sorry if i neglected you. sorry sorry. but it seems that you didnt even sms me anything. so i think you dont even need me.

oh and i never buy chewing gum ):

im leaving

2009-10-10T21:46:00.006+08:00

take a look at my face & you'll know how stress i am. pfft.

im going to leave sg for a moment yeah, later. cause my grandpa just passed away.the reason why im stress is because of family problems and so. so people dont miss me too much.my grandma is in hospital and im worried sick, shes so cute and bubbly when healthy. i dont want to lose her.
i miss alot of people now. guess its time to go soon.

anything just contact me via phone, i think ill be back by tomorrow or so.

i just dont understand

2009-10-09T18:50:00.002+08:00

zzz.im sick of this.
super sick,
extremely sick.
will you give me a break.

ill just watch my anime, and be back to the usual days.
men

100th post. marina!

2009-10-01T15:52:00.006+08:00

went marina yesterday with sister!, fun & wasting money at the same time. i brought $100 out and came back with kosong. nehneh, its all thats sale'sgirl fault. she pull my sis and started blabbling about her product, in the end she gave us 50% discount. no choice must give face so i bought it ): whut a sucky way for my money to fly. it was like $40 neh. pfft. nevermind, think it as a good deed :x somemore, the salesgirl say i got alot of PIMPLE! grrrr.
today i didnt go school. cause of damn cramp. pfft. and i hate J's school. what the hell lah. make J stay back till 5 everyday for what. security guard is it. nehneh, go eat shit lah indian principal. ohoh, there is some very kp teacher during my lesson yesterday. scold me somemore lah, OLD VIRGIN.

mhmm, we talked less recently, call less recently and msn less recently. im starting to worry ):
well, i want to see u so badly x].

at night meeting my beloved sher! <3 hohohoho. love love love love love love love you to the max! <3
OH & happy birthday to my friend.

一直很安静,

2009-09-29T18:35:00.001+08:00

空荡的街景想找个人放感情做这种决定是寂寞与我为邻

我们的爱情像你路过的风景一直在进行脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静来交换你偶尔给的关心明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽我终於相信分手的理由有时候很动听给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心明明是三个人的电影我却始终不能有姓名给你的爱一直很安静我从一开始就下定决心以为自己要的是曾经却发现爱一定要有回音

给你的爱一直很安静想交换你偶尔给的关心明明是三个人的电影我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静除了泪在我的脸上任性原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

For you love.

2009-09-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

perhaps i should spend this time dedicating to people whom i love! <3
i dont know how to start though, thats the main problem.
well , lets start with
sher, i love you baby! see you're first leh! <3 , heehee. cause to think of it. you're the best! you know me the most and we share some common things too! well, just to say ill always love you.
Yu hui, YOU! pei us more leh !@#@$%^%- but ill still love u if u meet us less, ill miss you!
chocolate lover, hohoho you should know who u are! thanks for being with me kay! u always entertain me with all your might! :B ,buy more hershey! <3 loves!
J, thanks thanks & thanks to you. without you my life would be ... BETTER. hohoho! just joking. you're great too!

& there are some which i cant write out in case i get killed.

B

2009-09-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

mhmm, for some reason, it seems i did not touch blogger since ages. i feel so.. emo. hmph. i think i keep having mood swings, and it sucks. mood swings is not healthy for me! :B hohoho, so i decided i shall keep myself happy and stop being so selfish!
i feel like changing blog link to something nicer leh, cause i cant stand this "xiian-fantasy". you know why? cause its too CUTE. LOL! ohoh and i realise ive been picking on people's bad haibt and in which myself has alot too! realise how selfish i am? ._. gosh.so sorry to gee that i didnt went to school on both wednesday and friday, so damn sorry ): i overslept! and i feel so guilty, cause that means that she goes to recess alone, bore herself during lessons alone. sorry babe, ill give u lots of bread when monday i think :x

oh and, sorry for not entertaining you. really sorry.ill get u kit kat :B

:B

2009-09-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

SHER WHERE ARE YOU! ):
I MISS YOUUUU!
x]

short post!

2009-09-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

writing short post now! cause brother later using computer again ):
sheeeeesh. yesterday had a funny convo with SOMEONE.
hahas. i will sell the person for $2 Wakakaka! :3
im mean when it comes to money! ): so dont come near me or ill kidnap you, rape you & sell you! :B
BEWARE. i just came out from woodbridge!

i love you! sorry for neglecting yah! :B

sane's request!

2009-09-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

somebody requested me to blog so here i am blogging! :B
today early in the morning, somebody gave me a morning sms, but yet i slept till 9.30!
so due to oversleeping, i pon-ed math remedial ): , sheesh. how bad am i?
k box after that, sang quite a few songs.and gosh sher sings very cute :B

mhmm, i love the happy birthday song, the twinkle twinkle little star, the hishoku no sora.
its all very very nice songs suddenly. ( & super funny :B)
sheesh. wish i have unlimited free sms, and free incoming calls ):
and and!, love!

vivo;

2009-09-09T00:50:00.004+08:00

went vivo with sis today. camwhore abit :x , when we reach there we straight away headed for thai express to eat! the tom yam soup very nice :B , but but but. expensive neh ): after that we headed to buy movie tickets for the proposal movie! , the show is nice! HAHAS. very funny and romantic! all of you should catch it :B , heehee.
after that went shopping for sis's BIKINI! heeehee. total cost $70 for beach Bikini & shirt ._. i over there see her money fly fly! , mhmm. after that we went ESPIRT to shop shop! she bought another 70 dollars shirt. i heart pain for her! T.T , someone say i window shop ): but quite true lah!
after that went amk to meet AHS. today was not bad neh, but quite a bad day for me to pump ): i deprove neh!, yu hui today not very happy with her mum & sis neh ):
somebody say i fat fat, must go excersise! ): so i guess i shall go on a diet soon! tupid.melon!

waiting for insane to read my post post! (:
nah got post le kay! <33,
so i dont owe u a present! ^^v good luck for your exams! i pray for you kays! i will keep praying during remedial! :x ,loves.

2009-09-06T14:46:00.002+08:00

get well soon sher.
feeeling emo-ish recently ): gah, i shall go play final fantasy 9 now after i blog.why am i blogging lesser? cause there's nothing for me to blog.when i finally have a super fun day with AHS ill blog (: meaningful lyrics.

again

I am supposed to pursue my dream
in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.

Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand. I closed my eyes
but I could still see things I do not want to see.

Unnecessary rumors that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting something
from this thing called "reality".

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.

How do I open the next door? I'm thinking.
The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.

There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia.
I welcome this pain.

today is.

2009-09-02T15:32:00.002+08:00

so sick of school.so sick of mayflower.
why didnt i go to nan chiau. man, totally regret. just came back from this long and tiring day of school.the feeling sucks, and i finally had my lunch eaten. gosh, i realised that i didnt touch on my live journal for quite long, well. i shall go update it right after ive done with blogger. live journal has more private space than blogger!, i only like blogger cause i know how to edit the skins here ): live journal is much more complicated when compared to blogger. but still can understand it here and there.
oh today, geena brought a very interesting book to school.
its called eats ,shites, & leaves. HAH basically it teaches crap english with crap grammers. LOL.that time gee brought the book called, a book that teaches u how to be stinky rich which u arent sure how. that book is damn marvellous can, especially the trauma art school part! , hee.
gah, im in love with "again" by yui. J-pop never fails to entertain me (:

happy birthday someone.

again

2009-09-02T01:26:00.003+08:00

ive changed the songs in the play list!
its like time to sleep now! , 1:28 am that means like in 4 hours i have to wake up for school.
shucks. i'm having a bad feeling tomorrow. a terrible wake up for school, lots of blabbering from teachers in school. when is this going to end? ): yeah, its never going to end any time soon.
oh why must school hours be so long! studies just made me had one more strand of white hair. well, ive grown old.
went out with sher just now. found out that sher is damn cute.
cheers sells this drink that cost 1.20, she had 1 so she went up to fairprice to realise that they actually cost the same at fairprice. we bought one big notebook that cost 4$, what did u say?
what am i using for? , duh is for MATH.
that totally spoils my mood ): for getting an F9

bake.

2009-09-01T14:29:00.002+08:00

gosh, feel like making a cake.
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must ta han till thursday man! ): this feeling sucks.
dota recently, found out that riki rocks, but i sucked at it. HAH. well currently waiting for the rain to stop soon so i can go and buy lunch for mummy. with sher! heeehee. shucks, got to buck up for SA2.gah, hate studying.
hope problems fly away? why not have a rain of money ):
pictures soooon. got to dig up all my precious unglams.you're dead. boom

thinking

2009-08-18T14:16:00.006+08:00

regret & regret
{if i can, i would choose the other way}

there was once, i nearly..
nah, its never going to be the same

2009-08-17T01:07:00.003+08:00

happy birthday sher & don ♥
i love you guys!

birthday

2009-08-13T23:19:00.004+08:00

Sher's and don's birthday is coming!
i wish , i wish , i wish.

mhmmm, today took home econ & literature common test.
home econ is okay, but when it comes to literature, i'm giving the question mark above my head. i totally leave the whole section B blank , due to lack of time and my head isnt working right at that moment.
Gah , is it just me or this term common test the time given is so limited ._. , or is it that my mind is so stupid that i couldnt do the question. oh well, i'm so going to make my mum disappointed for this term test :x
today , after school at night went to meet tin to make a birthday card for the birthday girl.
i hope sher loves it , as i made alot alot alot of effort for that piece of work. too bad no birthday card for don.
well , i doubt he wants a card from me too , so who cares .___.
tin wants to play dota, but yet no chance to play.
i'm so sorry

& theres somthing i wish for , for just that day , where everyone can be happily together like a family.

peanut butter jelly!

2009-08-12T22:59:00.003+08:00

math, what a horrible horrible paper for me.
gah ,i'm so dead ): that i left four pages blank!

mhmm, regretted not studying for it! and i totally going to fail that paper! .____. what the hell lo! the whole common test contains chapter 6,8&9. and i happen to not study and never pay attention to chapter 6. &.. got like more than 3 pages of chapter 6 ): , soooo suay pleaseee! i think i'm going to drop to NA if i dont study harder! so.. SHERR teach me okay!
we chiong study bi ♥, today, went to bi's house to watch taken & final destination one! :B , taken is great baby. give it a 4.75/5. its a thriller movie! , & the daddy very very very man ._. , i think he killed like up to 100 people with just only him? , what a smart ass daddy the girl have. i'm not going to give spoilers kays people, go watch it ! its really really really nice! as for final destination :x , its actually okay. not as thrilling as taken, but its kinda nice seeing those people die hehehehe! okay, thats mean ): , mhmmm after watching the movies, went compass to get a new adult ez-link, as i lost my old one that my mom gave me :x, heee. then yu hui take MRT home. not cab! ♥ thats great!

{ps} Sorry J, really sorry for ps-ing you, i make sure i amend kays?

tomorrow's home eeeecon ): i'm not going to study. oh well :B

2009-08-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

well well , i'm in love with classics!

school is very very very idiotic today , well who cares i already planned to fail my geography & english.
tomorrow's math & chinese.and i'm already prepared to fail it ): ,
for some reason, my chinese flung like dont know what ! ,last year got like A2 , this year my chinese marks is equals to just passing grade only!& i cant stand it anymoreeee :x
yu hui moved house to yi shun recently, HAH! one week of no internet for her! , clap clap! serve her right for not blogging everytime ): . hmmm. i'm very very very hungry noww!
mum's getting me the fillet-o-fishy double one somemore!
oh oh! , i remember my sister said she's going to get me a camera for my bday! i hope she mean what she said ):
o.o , mum's back finallllllly! , fillet time!

张敬轩

2009-08-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

张敬轩

2009-08-10T21:48:00.004+08:00

weeee, i love him! ♥ ♥ ♥
He is so totally my typeeeeeee! LALALALA :x
im totalllllyyy in loveeeee! <3 <3 <3 i'm going to post his picture everday ! <3
张敬轩 <3 dont you guys find him cute too ? ): sher said he's ugly ugly ugly ugly ! & & his song very very nice ! xD .
he is my TYPE! ): , how many times have i said that ? o.o love me? , GO DO PLASTIC SURGERY <3 , heeee!
eh , btw. sorry for not posting so long ): , i know i'm a bad bad girl! , i look forward to STEAMMMBOATT! <3

shh , dont tell J

2009-07-25T13:28:00.002+08:00

boohoo , long time no post :P , yesterday went to hub. to meeeeet everyone xD . was damn happy kays ! , cause i miss them :3 , hmm nx abit then we go pepper lunch ! makan makan ! $___________________$ fly daooooo!~ we're like talking about customize dota hero x.x , sher u gay ): . after that played hand games! , damn fun xD

badminton later! , toooodless!

live journal

2009-07-21T01:12:00.002+08:00

gah , i realise blogger sucks , like madd :x, ive fell in love with live journal! so ill be posting more at live journal <3 , i wont give links unless u ask , or unless u already got it from sher xD , heee hee. why blogger dread me now? , cause no body views my blog. no tags and so on , even though ive been posting everyday ): , yu hui's worst . shes not touching her blog at all ): .
i wonder when will we all have real fun together again ): , i pray and look forward. money flies when it comes to the 24th of each month , not to buy what a girl needs every month , but smth special indeed ):
and sher created a AHS live journal kays! ,

i pray everyone switches to live journal , bloggers sucks lah , so stop sticking to blogger ): . wee wee. maggi-mees calling my stomach , lazy post here already . buh byeee.

sher i miss those times ):

in this world of GLs

2009-07-19T22:18:00.001+08:00

hmmm, nothing much today . just abit of dota. seriously got nothing to say about dota, except GLs' . LOL . hmm, not looking forward to school tomorrow. VERY not looking. im sick of school . and i think almost every post writes about being sick of school . well who cares. sher's poooooooter-ing , and i got nothing to do . but to blog every day. sian. bored manzcxzxcxz. even audi bores me too , nothing's interesting in life.

i am maddonna

2009-07-19T01:48:00.002+08:00

well , my tittle makes no sense i know :x , its actually created by yu hui , " im at mac donalds." LOL. was laughing like dont know what , HAHAHAS. today went to watch harry poooooter and the half blood prince! , well . not saying its not nice , but just like that looo. got this super tall guy infront of me while watching. 3/4 of the screen kana blocked ): spike hair somemore. extra daooo. he keep shifting himself. irritating ): .oh btw, today i woke up at 2 plus . sorry people :x nx today was ermm. okay? .LOL. met two unknown people. thats all . stupid arcade ): shift somemore lah! , ill kill u >:{ . bleah.
dota was shity today , so dont bother talking about it.
well , mum needs to sleeeeep . so, i got to go! , cheer up sher ):

Boredoms' a killer

2009-07-16T22:03:00.005+08:00

sorry for having such a chio and nice post before. having a bad moood ): , cant blame me! .shucks. J sleeps early today ): ps me awake ! , jin hao said that the nx machine in amk have been shifted ! i pray its a good spot :B . Arbish.
SCHOOL SUCKS ! -.-
im so freaking bored here! , FASTER DOTA LAH ): . if not im going crazy sooner or later! . im so going to bring container tomorrow ): to contain my home-econs food. i neeeeeeed fooooooooooood.Gah . im having super big eye backss / bagsss. im going to reincarnate as a panda. OHOH ! they are finally calling me to dota! ^^ , update some other time >.>
Edit*
Geeeeeeez , in the end also no doootaaaa, i hate u garena ): , how come u so mafan one! , MAFANNNZXCXZ. i'm BOREEEEEED. any one knows how to play piano ? ): play for me hear , i give u $1 . LOL . im a cheapo :B . starting from this line, are allll random random lines ): , LOL . i missss tom & jerry ): , they're like so damn cute ! especially nibbles! ♥ , LALALALA. im missing sheila's blog song too :D. i just posted one bunch of unglam pictures on my faceboooook! and sher uploaded my unglams ._____. , poooooor meee.

Gah , damn this. im tired .
kenneth's a pretty nice guy :D

2009-07-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

fuck it.

its not what im dying for.

2009-07-14T22:20:00.007+08:00

when i make a promise, i will do it . i swear.
sims 2 wasn't as fun as i looked forward to ): , sucks. cause i'm using cheat code ): . Hahahas. oh well. today didnt go to school :x there goes my record of 2 weeks no pon ]: bad bad meee. sherr is moody recently D: , cheer upp!- love you okay! , Yu hui too! you ah you ): save up more moneeyy! dont spend so much xD .
argh , stomach ache like hell ): . hates stomach aches. and and! , i realised i missed my health check up o.o , i'm so dead D: . sheesh. school really bores me with homework ! , but too bad. everyone suffer with me too :x who call me in school no friends to talk to T.T . J is so hard working o.o everyday go school . somemore he say he die die also will go school :B .
look forward to tomorrow after school x] . heee heee.
well , i wish i have super powers ): something like movers or pusher or even watcher in the movie " push " . argh , i wish all of us will be together having fun every day ): what a simple wish . yet not fufilled .

"cause i still believe in destiny"

sims 2 ;

2009-07-13T19:59:00.008+08:00

my sims two is coming to hougang now now now ! :B . Heeehee. im so mean . call people come from upper thomson to hougang just for a sims 2 ._. , awww. im feeling guilty finalllyy. weell , just a little bit :B . sims 2 come nearer and nearer le! >.< i'll post more once i get home and get started on my sims kays?!

♥ sher you meanie! , D: ps me today . for harrrry poooooter .

updated.

2009-07-13T00:46:00.005+08:00

i'm done with songs, codes and so on. HOHOHOHO. my choice of songs sucks shit :x, cant blame me. i cant think of anymore songs to choose!, i'm going to sleep sooooon! , tomorrow got school! and i got a record of 2 weeks in a row not pon-ing school! , SO COOL :D . btw, bloggers been giving alot of problem recently. D: , Errors and so on made me so mad! shit blogger. i should switch to live journal , but i already made so much effort on blogger , you know. im a loyal person. so i shall stick to blogger!

shags, school sucks shyt. i want to sleep . so you better so bugging me u this stupid school. im going to sue MOE for having such a sucky school.

actually i dont know what crap im writing about :x HAHAHAHAS. Yu hui! , gimme some face and update lehhhh! , ur blog is so so so dead! -.- , u blog i sure tag one. betcha dont even see my blogg D: .

I GOT CRAVINGS FOR SIMS 2 & 3 ._.

im crazy over editing blogger skins! HEHEHEH.
i got dedication to someone! heehee. you're such a cute person :x , ♥

bum bum bum!

2009-07-12T16:29:00.003+08:00

xian is busy D: , recently went to amk hub. i swear to myself must post about this stupid thing -.- , me sher and yuhui went to this stupid toilet !, we go in that time the first two cubicles were occupied . okay okay. nothing special so? , but later we waited waited and waited. wtf, they still havent come out, so sher went in to the third cubicle,..... came out..... the first two still havent come out! yu hui went in ..... came out! , still the first two havent come out! i went in ... came out! , HAVENT COME OUT!. geeez. , are they crazy or smth ? , go toilet so long.

betcha their heads are stuck in the toilet bowl.

sher finally changed blogskin & updated ! im so happy ! T.T , now its left yu hui . the die-die no update one! ,HAHAHAHAS. oh well. unless sher says she loves me or i will never love her :B , unglam photos batch 2 will be updated soon!

poor sher!, have to entertain me this dao xiao jie :B , serve u right! ohoh! im still updating my blog skin! , sucks to be me , cause when it comes to codes. im still a blur queen D: , got to get help help ! <3

UNGLAMS,

2009-07-07T21:27:00.006+08:00

spend today with a boring school dayyy.
shant talk about school life.
it only bores me.

today, went amk to make NEBO. $7 SIOL.
SO CHEEAAPPP. ( but of course got disadvantage D: )
oh well.

after making nebooo. went eat eat as picture showwws.
we are planning something fishy oh fishy. ~

sher , ill write u a big big love love.

♥

Parkway

2009-07-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

ParkWay attracts A LOT of weird people ._.
We all went merrily to meet Sheila and Kongli to Pump.

But there were so many freaks that it ruined justin's mood! D:
There was this guai lan Malay boy that kept hogging the machine,
the stpd old lady which nagged a lot and some smelly Indians who kicked sher's shoes by accident!

Justin is sooooo vulgar,
I think he has not been getting enough sleep,
Always waking at the wrong side of bed. hohoho :X

Anyways..
Played DotA when I got home and had no mood! :(
Oh, well, i pray that the next games get better.

(\/)
( ' ')
c(")")

Don't let this bunneh fool you!
She's a killer!~

a little of everything;

2009-06-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

this is to be fair with sher, and for her here's the post ♥

i bet you guys love my blogskin image. LOL.

recently go out with sher alot x.x,
i dont know whyyyy. LOL.
i found out she's damn cute o.o
EXTREME cuteness.

oh oh, our dota strategy rocks. <3
LOL. computer keep dying.
HAHAHAH.

i dont want to rot at homeee too D:
i think im crazy x.x, i miss alot of people xD
YU HUI . YOU GOOD. i miss you nehhhh! ( SHER TOO )

i cant wait for movieeee <3,
i neeeeda study hard le!

oh oh, met J today .
still bored though :x

THIS IS KINDA LONG TOO :] HEEHEEE.♥

CHIPS REVIEW

2009-06-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

Everybody ! , attention please!,
Ever tried JACK & JILL , UNAGI SEAWEED flavour chips?
NO ?! , then grab it now! ,

Good comments :
XIANGSHENG : Good packaging, good amount of chips.
JESSIE : Taste Nice.
KLIVE: POSSESS the taste of potato chips ( what comment is this ? -.-)

Bad comments :
JESSIE : Theres not enough chips.
KLIVE : not enough unagi taste,

My comment.
this is enough to fill my hungry stomach,it taste kinda nice.
not saying this is very nice, but its worth tasting it.
rating given from me : 6.5/10

for my dear sher, i tried my best x]

Review of Crimson Gem Saga

2009-06-20T00:58:00.003+08:00

i love you crimson gem saga , you've accompanied me this few days! :B

i shall advertise you for being such a great entertainer !
hmph, lets start with a little help from other web sites!

ratings ; Game zone 8.5 , RPGfan 8.6 .etc

Comments on Crimson Gem saga;
"While the characters are not always that sympathetic, it is the gameplay that truly shines here. This is an entertaining and challenging portable RPG."

- GameZone

"The word "original" may not apply, but the level of production and care taken in crafting Crimson Gem Saga is certainly noteworthy, especially in conjunction with the pure, reductive nature of its game design."

- GameCritics

My comments;
its a really nice game to try ;] , for RPG lovers this is a game that you definitely can't miss it!
enemy encounters can be seen beforehand. If a player catches the enemy's attention, an exclamation mark will appear above its head and if not touched soon, will give chase and land a nice preemptive strike if it tags you from behind. Enemies move about twice as fast as you do so be careful about running away from them. Touching the enemy from behind gives the player a nice preemptive strike, so it is prudent to tag enemies before they tag you.
its not to complicated isn't it? :D . i'm happy with the graphics of the game , and i think the 2D graphics doesnt give people headaches.

unlike Justin , he's a graphic maniac . if the graphic doesnt seem appealing , he just skipped that game :D . he's a perfectionist for graphics. he thinks that crimson gem saga got gameboy-advance graphics.

so to end my review , i would really love to see more people playing this game!
Owners of PSPs' what are you waiting for!
this is definitely not a game to miss! download it now !

with much loves ,
xian

2009-06-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

who's willing to accompany me to watch the sunset & listen to my complains.
i would love to whine and let my hearts out.
but theres no one that will understand,
oh well . this is personal.

sorry for not posting recently.
im pretty busy.
been pumping like 4 days or so :x

GAH ,
is money going to drop from above or something?
i need it like hell .

holidays please dont end soon .
i'll die at this rate

money, family , friends , studies .

post next time, DUDE.

HAPPY BDAY , NIEN LENG ♥

2009-06-13T03:17:00.002+08:00

people!, i've changed my blogskin (again)
this time i took real long to do this crap x.x
i'm experimenting on some things now,
dont know what to do with the code
so i guess you guys have to wait a lil longer ;P

i've been neglecting my blog ,
i know i know , ill post more often!
i pinkie promise!

tomorrow's going to watch a movie~
"drag me to hell" , i wonder whether if its nice!
im watching with my PIU gang.
ohohoh, i miss them to the bits!

I cant wait to see them ♥.♥
i'm such a good girl ,
sher sher , we shall go out more often !
i want to know u well , eheheh.

& yu hui please update blog! ,
i've been blog hopping for a while,
no new post from anyone , thats kind of saddening! D:

oh well , post tomorrow~ <3
i heart them , alot..

For My Beloves;

2009-06-06T16:22:00.002+08:00

oh well , i'm blogging again ;x
happy people? <3 ,

yesterday , at night went out to fanny & terence house downstair!
okay , hong da & his friend ( roy?) bought
CAKE!
LOL , at first terence dont want eat ,
then i suggested that we smack the chocolate cake
at his FACE!
in the end , i got smack first --! ,
JEEEZ ,
in the end everyone got smacked :x , hahas!
Fanny also ! , LOL , i drew moustache on her face with choco! ;x
funneh uhh ,
okay , im lazy to blog again :x

LOL , Go AHS blog , to see a retarded FACE! <3
the one and only unique face >.>
i hunted 5 differences lerh! <3
hohoho , i wonder whats the last!
i wonder , i wonder , i wonder.

Dedications ;
Fanny , i love yah <3 , happy 4 month with ur Bf lah ;D
hohoho .
Terence, You must takecare of Your Gf hor! ;P

Last but not least ,
I love J , Sher , yu hui , Donneh ,etc

HAPPYBDAY FANNY & TERENCE! ♥

we & us ;

2009-06-04T23:44:00.005+08:00

sher suggest i post a long long one, so i decided to post long long! <3
well , this is going to take so long so ill write in details!

today , woke up cause of song-ka,
the person who died is f-ing rich kays!,
so many flowers all this x.x
then met my aunt & J on the way to amk , Sher text-ed me asking me to go amk O.O
okay , when we reach , saw yu hui & her going-to-be boyfriend.
pump one round ( or two? )
and a stupid 5 skull song , which obviously failed! --!
LOLOL , then actually only yu hui & her bf watching movie,
we dian deng pao go join , somemore i watched that movie b4!,
yu hui and her bf hold hand leh~

so sweeeeet! - dota-ed after that ,
played axe! it was fun ,
but i got last ! D: hohoho ,
went home with sher & J after that .
talked about dota! ,
ohoh! , i playing with sher later! <3
lazy post more lerh! oh well xD,

it has to be long! ,
i love sher ,
i love yu hui ,
i love sher ,
i love yu hui
i love her,
i love him ,
i love we ,
i love us,
i love they ,
i love them

sometimes you have to keep things to yourself.
saying it out loud may hurt people's feelings.

I don't understand'

2009-06-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

well , sher asked me to update . so i updated! .
i know my blog skin became uglier :x
im lazy ! .hohoho

& yu hui become addicted to dota >.>
oh well , shucks.
she's becoming better than me
hoho!,

Sher, dont go crazy again !.
or i whack ur buuttt! <3
wee wee.

if you still think its ur fault, well it's not.
dont think too much uhh .

a little ;

2009-06-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

SHAGS ,
update again? ,
i hate Dota, cause i cant get any better! ,
and that sucks shyt.

currently at- ph-online.net

& i'm so sleepy ,
shant type any longer.
i'm going to die so soon .
very soon .

shuts down*

blogskin changed!

2009-05-29T23:38:00.004+08:00

okay , im finally updating again .
expecting me to post? <3
oh well, its the happy happy holiday now .
& i got panel from school , there goes my scoldings from parents.
im in love with a song called far away .

Ooooo , played dota today anyway .
Yu hui ! , you did well ! claps claps !
I wanna play better at dota ;x

Ohoh & , my class got this girl . she's very irritating.
shes absurd , ignorant , bloody vulgar , i want to bash her up ,
but i scared i will make her cry T_T
LOLOL . oh oh FYI .
SHES BLOODY BUANG & WEAR HIGH HEELS
WHEN SHE'S SO DAMN TOMBOY MAN. im laughing!

okay okay, SHER is very cute.
& im getting sick of my blog skin >.>

*edit
OMG, i spend like hours to complete this blog skin! ,
designs by me, but base codes from some blogger skins! :P

i love vintage !

LOL , im just testing it out! heeehee!

2009-05-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

pictures of yu hui's day uploaded . :x
sorry , no individuals.
any photo wanted blue tooth from me :D
i spent alot of time trying to make this stupid collage --!

played Left 4 dead.
& its scary shyt. hahas.feel like playing it again ! D:
:x

& shucks , i cut my hair!
now its half bangs , and my hair had gone all thinner than ever.
next time zi lian for u guys see O_O .
heee.
lazy to post !

i wanna go out with ,

J
Li xian , Jia yin , nigel
teh & mian bao

. ohoho . i think they're very cute <3 except for nigel :D

2009-05-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

went pump-ing with J , Jia Yin , L I X I A N , & nigel.

I'm lazy to post , oh well .
all i can say is.
JIA YIN & LIXIAN VERY CUTE .

so am i :D

<3

Grats JIA YIN for accomplishments! <3
heeeeheee. TIMING , is needdded! hohoho.
YOU can do much more better, so does li xian <3

last but not least !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU HUI ! <3 , i heart you .

im just an ant in you people eyes.

2009-05-19T22:36:00.005+08:00

i want all the troubles to go away.

i want unlimited amount of money .
i want happiness.
i want to be smart.
i want to be as perfect as everyone else is.
but that's not going to happen.

alot happen recently i guess.
just have no mood to post about it.
guess I'll post it another time.

I'm useless.

edit*
from here onwards are unpleasant words. and they clearly don't refer to Sherilyn :D

& i realise i have fucking no existence in all of your minds.
so here i am playing the bad guy role.
my anger cant be controlled for now.
am i so hard to see? , yeah right.
even if i have friends. they will be all gone in a minute
i swear.
its history repeating it self. its just like before isn't it ? think man , think harder.
classmates , best friends , hmph . what crap.

alot of people wont understand.

& sorry for all the craps I've written
so yeah .
i don't like being called " act emo " or whatever.
its just i have alot of things that I'm unpleased with .
& i have no one to talk to .

maybe I'm just too sensitive?

i'm so stupid to believe in fairy tales.

2009-05-18T01:30:00.004+08:00

yeah , time still goes on ,
& people still continue to live , with or without me .
theres no change to anything.

theres no particular thing about today .
just a couple of dota games i guess.
bad games they were. & i spent all my money on lan to be in a bad mood.
i believe i've been having a bad temper recently .
& especially to those around me recently , im terribly sorry.
i dont really know why i get so angry easily.
hahas.

i want to go shopping D: , badly. Teh , accompany me go shopping.
and yu hui's Bday is around the corner ♥
hmm, something's really cheeky about what's sher is thinking .
hohoho.

Teh ah Teh , why u always talk to mian bao 24 hrs one ! D:
you Neh Neh tong uhh :X , lao ah ma! invite me to your blog !
SHEESH . next time i kill u when i see you ! you short term memory !

sorry tin for making u walk back home from hougang . im sorry . terribly sorry. & thanks for not getting angry at me while im being so ignorant.

time , i wish i had the power to control it. i really wished so . that way , i can never make mistakes. and i wish nobody would forget that i existed.

2009-05-16T14:06:00.007+08:00

MY LIFE IS SCREWED .

sorry sher for not replying to you . ive forgotten . sorry , and sorry to everyone who i walked out on , im selfish .

screw today , screw tomorrow , screw everyday
& its the best if i dont go out with people .
i make people get pissed easily.

i dont get why im so irritating sometimes.
and for sher , i dont know what i said about the bread that made u angry .
Sorry kays? .

im not that great in making friends.
& i think i miss my sister alot.
alot. alot .alot.

2009-05-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

ive changed blogskin again! <3

i got hyper craving for a digital camera now D: , then can zi lian with yu hui ! ♥ LOL. i need to go shopping ! & i want this and that . but , no money equals NO shopping D: thats damn sadded!

hmph, i want to meet you guys out , SHERR & HUI ah ,
pai seh uh , every time u guys go i never go .
Guilty can D:
Tag my board kays kays?

audi recently , hmph. I LOVE NEH NEH TONG :X
random uhh ? D:
sher sound so fierce in her blog , dont angry nehhh . angry will become old one neh!
i really want to go out with you ! D:
dont hate me please ♥ hahas!
So yeah ,
im trying to extend my post .

i hate science paper D: , it gives me white hair!
STRESSED D:

my post still seem so short D: ,
i guess i shall spam this

i love sher ♥
i love sher ♥ i love sher ♥ i love sher ♥ i love sher ♥ i love sher ♥
i love yu hui ♥ i love yu hui ♥ i love yu hui ♥ i love yu hui ♥ i love yu hui ♥ i love yu hui ♥

2009-05-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

100 post,
okay , here i am going to write a whole load of crap.

i like you yet i hate you
u earned my trust and yet you dont
i need you yet i dont

again i say , what are friends for?,
-

2009-05-10T13:59:00.000+08:00

oh well , saturday was horrible.
didnt go out . & feels like shit.
yeah .

i hate this.

2009-05-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PUMP IT UP-
a little missing it though D:
i want my pump it up , now!
oh pump it up- oh pump it up , i cant live without you ! :D

okay , im suppose to be mugging today , but didnt , instead,
went to my house downstair and slack.

i miss Sher, yu hui & peeeepo .
i want u guys like RIGHT NOW D:
im crazy ,
Super crazy,
cause i need them right now!

sheesh , looking forward to Sat,
Weeee, i want my "chosen" book ,
house of night novel , you're my source of entertainment now D:
currently reading up on twilight too.
twilight's damn draggy not like house of night novel ,
I cant believe STEVIE RAE's an undead. cant wait for the third book!

oh oh,
& i believe that AHS people will do well in exams !
stop pumping for moments yeah? . heee!

Tag my board please! , its damn dead. <3

loves ,
xiian

Ramen girl with ya. <3

2009-05-07T17:50:00.001+08:00

im going to hub, now, update when i get home,

& i need to MUG,

like now! :(

update later peeeps <3

2009-05-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

No pictures for today <3 ,
lazy put in ,

i shall fail my history.

& i love passerbys

& i love pump it up

with much loves,

i end my post .

heeee, love u readers <3

xiian

2009-05-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

hmmmph, this picture is drawn by ,
ME ! its sick , heee,
dont wish to elaborate much .
im so going to fail my history ,
no text book to revise etc;
im so DEAD

put the lime in the coke u nut and drink it all together,